I'm too tired to know if this is particularly coherent but
“Do you die when they take your memories?”
The familiar voice drifted through the boy’s head as he drifted into consciousness. His head hurt terribly, and he put his hands to it in an attempt to quell the pain.
His hands were strangely huge, his head strangely defined.
Oh, I’m an adult, he thought.
“Because I feel like I’ve died. Like I lost so many important things…”
The boy looked up to find he was in a small metal cage in a row of small metal cages, each containing a person. The one who had been speaking was a tall demon, slouching to fit in his cage.
His red eyes seemed dull with sadness and too young for his middle aged face.
“I’m… dead?” the boy asked, thinking the words sounded silly as soon as they left his mouth.
“I suppose you’re not, as I can see,” the dark haired demon said, “I guess it’s not us who died, it’s… whoever we were.”
A demon girl sighed.
“Where am I?” the boy asked nobody in particular, hoping somebody knew.
Somebody did know. One of the older demons, who was in the cage not because he supported peace but because he’d angered the ones in charge here.
“They plan to make you fight each other. Then whoever is left will fight in the war for them.” the grey haired demon said.
In comparison with the innocence in the eyes of the ones lacking memories, his eyes were haunted.
“Why?” the boy asked.
“We’re angry. There was peace for a while, but the humans kept pushing for our land, and after a skirmish things exploded into full blown war. There are those who want peace, but the most powerful ones of those from each side have had their memories erased.”
The older demon shut his mouth, knowing his allies would kill him if he so much as gave the two a hint about who they were.
Several hours passed, in which the boy exchanged meaningless words with the black haired demon. Commenting on what they could see and feel, how they could speak but not remember the names of plants, why the grey haired demon wouldn’t give them any more information.
When the sun had moved a few handspans in the sky, a stream of angry looking demons in war armor came and took the boy and the black haired demon out of their cages.
They took them to a deep pit and shoved them in. Through this the boy saw no point in fighting back- with them unarmed in their thin tunics and the angry demons in war armor, there seemed to be no point.
After hitting the ground hard, the boy stared up at the angry demons, wondering if they’d throw something dangerous in after them.
“You’re so different from each other, aren’t you scared?” one of the crowd asked.
The boy was more scared of the crowd of angry looking demons than of the guy he’d just spent the last few hours talking peacefully to. He exchanged a bewildered glance with the black haired demon, then looked back at the crowd above them.
“They’re bound to fight if we leave them there long enough. And if not, they’ll still be powerless as long as they’re not taught anything. Fain said we should make them both fight for us, but I think if they’re that powerful, it’ll be too much like how they were. Not worth the risk.”
The crowd kept talking among themselves as they walked away.
The boy looked at his friend, the only person there who could understand how he was feeling. Lost, confused, and scared.
The solemn demon looked back at him, his steady gaze reassuring.
“I wonder if we were enemies in our past lives,” the demon said.
The boy just looked at him, hoping the demon wasn’t going to attack him.
“Regardless of that, it looks like you’re my only ally here.” said the demon.
The boy nodded, relieved.
“We need to get out of here.” he said.
They tried digging at the walls, but they were slick. There was barely anything else in the pit besides some dung and a puddle of rainwater.
After some time they were sitting on the ground again, back to back.
“What do you think the past me would have done?” the demon wondered, pulling his knees up to hug them.
“He’s gone, isn’t he?” the boy said, irritated at the demon’s obsession with the question.
Perhaps it was something for him to cling to, though. Was he just as scared as the boy, the boy wondered.
“I think he would have sprouted wings and carried me out of here.” the boy said, then realized what he’d said and laughed at the absurdity of it.
“Sprouted wings, huh…” the demon said, leaning forward.
The boy felt something press against his back and push him forward, and his eyes widened as he looked back at the demon, giant wings emerging from his now ragged tunic.
“What do you know, I really can shapeshift,” the demon said, wide eyed, “I guess we really must have known each other, huh?”
“…Huh,” the boy was just as shocked, “we should get out of here as fast as possible now.”
He wondered for a split second if the demon would take him with, then the demon grabbed him around the middle and pulled him into the air with the loud sound of his massive wings beating.
His touch was incredibly familiar, the boy had a split second to notice before his mind was filled with the tiny, retreating ground.
They almost got away without anyone noticing them, but one demon’s eyes happened to be turned to the sky and it only took a moment for a whole horde to be chasing them.
They were fast closing in, and the boy urged the demon to fly faster, but he knew they’d be too slow with the boy’s weight dragging the demon down.
“Do something!” the demon screamed at the boy.
The boy’s heart raced harder, and his hand pointed at the demons without a thought from him.
“Get away!!!” he screamed, and a burst of blue-white energy shot from his hand, burning the demons to a crisp in an instant.
A pit of dread opened in the boy’s stomach. This too felt familiar. And he felt like he’d sworn to never do it again.
“What was that?” the demon asked, breathing heavily from the effort of flying.
“I… I killed them.” the boy settled for, not sure what the energy was.
“Convenient that you have that magic. I wonder what else we can do!” the demon said, a cheery smile in his voice.
There was also something murderous about it. The boy frowned.
“You don’t feel… Well, I suppose there’s no point in feeling bad now, but I think the past me wouldn’t have liked this.”
“We’re not dead, then. Even if we have to kill other people to get by, I’m just glad… I’m glad that I remember you.” the demon said, gripping the boy tightly as he descended into the forest.
The boy felt the same way. He was sure that whatever uncertainty lay ahead, figuring out his own morality or goals, the answers lay in his companion. Through him, the boy felt that it was possible to rediscover his past self.
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