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@404Page let’s not derail the thread :rofl:

Yeah, would take a while to recap :joy:

TLDR tho is I’m 20 now, and I moved out and live with my gf in Ireland and not Portugal :eyes: and I’m in uni now studying physics

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Seems like my train of thought went on the wrong rails, huh? :') It’s been forever since I’ve talked in any forums so I’ve completely forgotten the etiquette smh.

You’re 20??? I feel old now..

But I’m glad to hear that you’re doing well! I’m impressed with studying the physics, that’s madd field.

And girlfriend? Aaw that’s so sweet :} How long you’ve been together?

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Just had our first anniversary end of June :grin:

:rofl: trust me, it gets worse… the 2008s are 18 now :sob:

how old are you btw? (No pressure)

Thanks :joy: I love it but it soooo drives me nuts sometimes. The school doesn’t help… they’re the most disorganized place on earth :sob: preschoolers are more organized than them.

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Ayy! Congratulations!! Hopefully you two stay happy <3

And no worries, I’m 21 currently :} It’s so crazy to think how quickly time goes, makes me feel old..

And dude, I feel you with the school being disorganized. I got to university too, though not as prestigious as yours, and holy. Group projects, notifications from teachers.. I always thought university is this fancy place where everyone knew everything. But seeing my teacher grade everything late and not even give verbal feedback.. :’)

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Omg she drives me nutsssss

but like, in the way your beloved puppy drives you nuts. She’s too cute to get in trouble for it :sob:

Pfffft- no way

I thought u were older :rofl: people usually say that when they’re like 30 or smth

Uh- I don’t go to trinity :joy: there are other colleges in Ireland besides that one :rofl: So it’s one of the lesser ones.

BUT STILL. I asked for a calendar at the beginning of the year to have all deadlines for our class in one place and I just got a f flat out no. “You’re not just a number” my ass :sob:

(That’s what the ads for my college say :smiling_face_with_tear:)

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I am done with my brain, fr.

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Agreed dude. I wish I could turn it off and on again but apparently I can’t reset it :sob:

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I took Ashwaganda to see if it will calm it down idk

I made too many story ideas.

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Sounds like me when manic and running on 4 hours of sleep at 4 am churning out dark poetry by the dozen :sob:

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:ragejoy:

I got an idea about a dude called Sad Eyes.

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:eyes: spill

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I’m… tired.

I’m autistic, and have ASPD traits, and I’m never gonna change. And it seems like everyone I meet hates me because of who I am because apparently humans (even ones like me) want warmth and affection and blah blah blah :roll_eyes:

It’s like I’m going in a circle because every time I get close to someone, the mask drops, and then suddenly they think I hate them. I DON’T HATE ANYONE :sob: I’m just blunt, my voice is monotonous, and so overwhelmed by everything that’s going on these days that I barely have patience for myself, let alone people outside my head! So then they leave me and I’m alone again and I’m lost and it’s like I never deserved love like that in the first place.

I swear it’s not personal :pleading_face: I’m just tired and can’t be bothered to pretend I’m normal :pensive_face:

I feel like I dont belong anywhere, and I’m always afloat on a boat at sea that can’t dock anywhere for too long because then they’ll be executed

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He was murdered. Then illegally resurrected. Tadaa!

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:joy: that’s the most accurate description of Allan ever

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Ooh didn’t know that. Would be interesting to try!

Oooh okay that’s good to know. Parm is definitely a fun sharp cheese to have. It brightens up everything it’s in.

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Yeah :))

btw how’s your story going?

I just wrote the funniest but most infuriating plot twist in history :face_with_hand_over_mouth: super excited

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Aaah it’s been on break :cry: I’ve been plotting on and off, and did try a one off version for a compeition, which at least forced me to complete the plot even if it went nowhere. Hopefully get to return to it soon, I’m currently working on my final project and masters degree applications :unamused_face:

Ooooh that is always fun. What was it about, if you don’t mind sharing?

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The whole book is like “we need to save the world from this big evil dragon” and then it’s a scam

it’s fake

It’s something a minor god orchestrated to prevent the world from ACTUALLY ending :rofl:

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Meh :unamused_face: that sounds rly annoying.

good luck!

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Kappas will drown people but won’t break written contracts.

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