With the way my life is going and the way my mental disorder is greatly affecting me, writing will have to be pushed back until I can sort things out.
I can’t write knowing I have a lingering problem that is left untreated. I just can’t. Piecing everything together, it makes more sense than ever. So, I am not going to write for a while until I am mentally stable enough to tackle writing again.
I will still come here, but I will lessen it as best I can.
I always knew something wasn’t right with me, now it is time to change that.
So, I won’t be writing until I can figure thing out with my mental disorders and more.
It’s either do that or continue to struggle and not know why then blame myself for it.
Doesn’t matter what we think…you need to do what’s best for you. Hope you can get a appointment soon! My dad’s been trying to get an appointment for a checkup all week, and they’re completely booked. ( -.-)\(^◡^ )
Then write a diary regarding your time during this episode of your life, and it is just an episode. Keep it private, and for your own reflection. It will show you how far you have come when you read it back after some time.
Your still writing, but it is a self help/reflection of where you were, and where you are. And, how to combat any such emotional and mental feelings that may do harm.
It’s got to do with how you treat it. If this is a release for you, then you shouldn’t put it aside, but if it makes everything worse, then it’s got to go even if you want to keep it. Life isn’t as dry-cut as our wants are sacrosanct.
That being said, creation is REALLY driven by what we want to deal with, so our desires are an important aspect.