Hey guys, sorry I haven’t been around. I was majorly sick and had to go to the hospital and then I spent two weeks in a constant state of panic attack and ended up needing to go to the ER for severe dehydration. I was doing fine after that but my anxiety and upset stomach are a little spiked right now because I had a falling out with my former, I guess, friend. It was awful and she said so many hurtful things just because I tried to set a boundary (she was calling me nearly daily when she had anxiety attacks/needed to go to the ER but didn’t want to so asked me for medical advice/her meth addiction and since I was going through a hard time myself I told her that I loved her and wanted to help her but I couldn’t right now and she reacted…badly. Texted me a bunch of very hurtful things after she hung up the phone barely letting me finish what I was saying and said I lost a friend and then she shitposted me on FB without unfriending me and just…lots of really hurtful shit) but I really don’t want to actually discuss it much anymore, I’m trying to move on.
In other news I have to have a tooth pulled due to an infection in it so that’ll be fun. With my EDS they’re not even sure if they can do any type of replacement for it. Fun fact: EDS makes it so you don’t metabolism local anesthetic properly so it doesn’t work on you the way it’s supposed to. Before I got diagnosed I thought you were supposed to feel pain at the dentist.
How is everyone else doing? Hopefully you’ve had a better 2-3 months than me.