That wasn’t quite what I wrote, but yeah, that is an epic thought, too. It’s going the other direction where’s she’s very lucid for a very agonizing death flipped with moments she isn’t herself…so she can’t escape to a past, liked or loathed.
But hating your life as it flashes in front of you is a great way to either go back and fix everything if you get that chance, or to do better with whatever is left once you get through that moment. It’s a very personal “come to Jesus” inflection point, right off the bat.
Any which way, it’s meant to be a very visceral reaction.