I am going to a neurologist appointment later today, I am very nervous and panicky over the whole thing.
This appointment is the first day for me to hopefully get my foot further in the door. I need to sign papers and even discuss things with people. Yet for the next appointment, I am worried about if I will get another appointment. I don’t know what these types of situations bring as I am new to this. I am scared and panicked about this.
I just want to know what I am getting into along with if I am okay to go back. This first visit will determine if I am able to get the diagnosis in the long run for my AuDHD and anything else that I haven’t looked into. So, I am scared that my mask (what I wear to keep others from knowing I have a serious problem) won’t come off and I show the person that I am normal and fine! I don’t know how to unmask when I am in situations, due to trauma and fear.
I honestly don’t know what will happen at this appointment, I am just so scared and worried.
Oooh, doctor appointments are always scary. I have no idea what happens during neurological exams, so what did Google bring up for you? If it involves an MRI or blood tests or something physical like that, I wouldn’t worry about unmasking. Your body can’t hide physical problems from medical equipment. If it’s just consulting with a specialist, then how is it a neurological exam rather than just counseling? Counseling isn’t going to tell them anything about your physical health, so it must be more than that. So I wouldn’t worry about unmasking. You’ll be fine! And it’ll be great to finally know for certain just what’s wrong with you, eh? And much easier to get housing, prescriptions and everything else you need once you have an official paper from a specialist. Good luck! You can do this! ( -.-)\(^◡^ )
As someone who has been seeing a neurologist for years, it’s so relieving when you find a good one so I’m hoping the one you went to believed you instead of pulling the “it’s all in your head” bs. If they pull that card, my advice is to say “of course it’s all in my head. That’s why I’m seeing a neurologist”. Tends to shut them up in my experience