The first draft, the very rough draft is going to look like absolute garbage, even with a bit of a plan.
The overall point of the first draft is to vomit your creativity on the papers. The second drafts and above are to sort through the garbage and large crap to make it understandable.
THERE’S NO HUMAN BEING ON THIS BLUE BIG PLANET THAT CAN MAKE A MASTERPIECE SO EARLY IN THE GAME!!!
Even published authors go through many rough drafts before the final piece is out into the world.
The first draft isn’t meant to be polished, that is what the second and other drafts are for.
So, just relax and take a deep breath in allow yourself to write word vomit. If you do some plotting and planning before the first draft, your draft should be a bit easier, but still you vomiting your creativity onto the page.
Is what I am saying making sense?
Thoughts and feelings?