reason.
itâs not infection iâm worried about, i donât have the right studs or anything sharp enough to do what i want myself.
also if i get a piercing now i have to wait another 6 months before i can start getting that sweet sweet plasma donation money.
eats glass
Right now, without part 7 of chapter 1 and adding the finished chapter 0, I am currently at 24,104 words.
Though I am not done with part 7 of chapter1. Once I am done then it shall go from 18,394 to whatever number.
This is glorious!
.-. well. okay.
Iâm always angry this week.
whyâs that?
I dunno. Been in a rut and sleeping a lot.
Just realised I may need to rewrite an important part of my first chapter. Dov indicates that he doesnât know the meaning of Z"L (zikhrono livrakha / zikhronah livrakha), the Hebrew version of R.I.P., yet Dov is (should be) well-versed in Jewish culture. Maybe his personal study was focused on the celebrations of life, and the numerous parties, in Hebraic traditions.
And I may have stuffed-up an important part of the second chapter, and a segment of my second novel. Until a few internet searches ago, I thought the spilling of wine before a toast (or first drinks) was a part of Jewish culture for commemorating the deceasedâŚHow Dov identifies the significance of Kristaâs actions in the second chapterâŚBut apparently itâs only associated with Seder, the first night of Passover. Iâll need to find another way (associated with Jewish culture) for my characters to discreetly mark the loss of close friends / family.
Update: The Yizkor prayer, or parts of it, might be one solution.
mood. zoochosis! :o if the weatherâs okay maybe going outside for a bit will help?
I swear I am gonna melt the clouds out of the sky and make the Azores ridge stay here. I want to go outside without being assaulted.
I would go outside only for the boring weather.
are you often assaulted when you go outside? mayhaps a large obvious glock would help with that.
the weather doesnât have to be exciting for going outside to improve your mood. i have discovered this. the brain is very stupid and cannot tell if we give it bad outside weather, it can only tell that outside air = chemical balance time.
the weather assualts my senses all the time, not sure shooting the clouds will help tho
I canât do dull, windy and cold at all. I can do cold and dull, and even dull, but not all three at once. Wind puts me off. How can a place as inland as mine get so much damn wind in the winter, but none in the summer hardly and we boil to death? xD
warning shots at Zeus lol
the wind is your friend!
i dunno, the middle of canada is pretty far inland and it gets really windy here too. thatâs what happens when there are no trees to get in the way.
Yes
Ireland actually had a good amount of trees. Maybe because itâs not near the coast. I live in the industrial hub part tbh lol.
boo hiss industrial hubs
Too much is on my mindâŚ
This is so annoying! The moment I order something online, my distractions and hyper-fixation is so concern on the item that NOTHING else really matters!
Ugh! I hate it!
I am done with chapter 1, parts 1-7 at a crazy 20,708 words in total!
I didnât think I would get to this part at all today even with the number of distractions.
BUT YOUR GIRL DID IT! SHE DID THA DAMN THING AND SHE PROVED HERSELF WRONG!!!
I am so fucking proud!
All I want to do is write,
but I have other things to do tonight.
heh
a little poem
Yay!!!
You did it!